Britney Annice

"Who up? Like my status" Why do you guys keep doing this to yourself? I thought I had this talk with you a couple of blogs ago. Every time I`m on Facebook, here ya`ll go, with these hella lonely posts. It will usually be a random picture of T.I., Rhianna, or Jeezy with some words scribbled over it saying "One day someone will come into your life, and make you realize why it never worked with anyone else" or "When it`s real, they text you every hour" or "A real woman clips her man`s toenails". Well, maybe not that last one but you get the point. Some of you are just pitiful and low key, it`s starting to rub off on me. I`ll be having a fantastic day and then I log on to social media and see those post. Now all of a sudden I`m wondering if maybe I can work it out with homeboy, or maybe I should text that handsome man I have a crush on, does a 'Corey and Topanga relationship' really exist? Maybe I don`t have a have a man because I was scare...

"Throw that ass in a circle" Really? Some of the music these days disappoints me. And to make matters worse, when you go out, you can actually SEE chicks throwing it in a circle. Meanwhile, I`m somewhere at the bar drowning myself in the thought that there is no way I can compete with that. When I was younger, listening to rap and hip-hop music with my brothers, my dad would say "I don`t wanna hear all that rap mess". Ever since then, I promised myself  that I`d never become one of those adults that hate damn near everything that the new generation has going on. But, I cant help it. I hate the word "fleek", I hate that ya`ll brought baby hairs back, I hate that ya`ll don`t play outside and I hate that ya`ll are so fly at prom. I mean dang, why couldn`t I have a see through Beyonce dress with a train in 2007 and have my date look like a young Al B. Sure. Ya`ll make me sick! I must admit though, at night, when everyone is asleep, and I`m in my room alone...

I love love! I may even consider myself a border line, closeted hopeless romantic. I'll admit. I often find myself looking through those wedding magazines, picking out bridesmaid dresses for my friends when I don't even have a boyfriend. But that's just between you and me. It's just the stuff you have to go through to BE in love that scares the hell out of me.  Like, I'm on this flight right now. This couple sitting a few rows in front of me is HELLA old right? And they are all hugged up, holding hands and napping. Now, the average person might look at them and think, "Awwww! that's so beautiful, I want that one day" But I'm sitting here thinking "damn, I wonder how many baby mamas she had to deal with to get that" or "I wonder if he gotta deal with a crazy mama in law". Guys, it`s real out here. Don`t get lost in the hype of being in a relationship or holding a title. There is so much more to it. They look good on social media ...