"Get ready for a shift."
Aight so boom... I used to think that only crazy, unfortunate things happened to me. Like, I was the only one to be chubby and teased as a child, I was the only clumsy kid who dropped everything, I never really won anything, I was the only one in the world who tried to make a mother's day spread and it end up being too salty to eat.
At one point, I started calling myself "Bad Luck Brit".
Whatever energy you put out comes back to you.
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Because of those experiences, I went through most of life almost always expecting things to turn out for the worst. I mean, I would think of the most horrible case scenario for every situation.
Me: *Gets a new job*
Also, Me: "Watch, I'm gone get fired for this pink hair and nose ring."
Me: *Meets a nice man*
Also, Me: "Watch, he gone have a secret relationship, a hidden baby and commitment issues."
See what I'm saying? There's a thin line between being cautious and being ridiculous. What I realized is that I was expecting the worst as a way to guard my own feelings. I thought that if I never allowed myself to be excited by things, I couldn't be let down by them. But no matter how much I tried to prepare myself, the outcome was still the same.
Look ya'll, the moral of the story is, you deserve the happiness that you desire. And guess what? It's not impossible for you to have it. Open up your heart and mind to receive the positive energy shift coming your way. Speak positive over your life and watch how things change.
Whatever energy you put out comes back to you.
Here's how I see it... I think I've been through enough bad things to experience some good things. 2019 has been an interesting (not the good kind) year but as I said in January, this is my year of INCREASE. In order for things to shift, don't some things have to move?
See ya'll next week!
-BRIT
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